Something not right

Tonight, I feel different totally. is not like me....

somehow i don't feel safe, and i cant breath normally...

my mind full of "things", but i cant imagine it...

the place where i sit never be same motion again..

i dont feel right, i dont feel me, i dont feel the world...

i cant critical analyze it, i cant think carefully, i cant think who am i...

it just not right now, everything is not right...

i cant sleep now, that's why i write this...

its not poem, its just a scratch of pieces mind...

its not boring, its not nothing.. it just not right..

help me, i dont know why...

whats wrong with me....

somehow my heart beat is not beating, it's like stop..

and then my eyes start panic looking nowhere around me...

my brain hear the sound of "clik" and "clok", its not right...

and the last, my hand keep typing nothing like this...

its just sooooo not right, help me!!!